Anyone know what it's like to feel lonely, dpressed, and ignored/shunned all at the same time? I do... *sigh* I really wish all of my friends would pop up in one place. Except Moira. She lives under a rock with Mr. Aiken.

I have gotten artist block again. I've been reading alot and listening to alot of music from Rammstein, but nothing. Only pictures. Last night I finished this awesome book called REPOSSESED by A. M. Jenkins, it was awesome. It's about a demon who prefers to be called a fallen angel. He gets tired of overseeing the torture of those in Hell, and steals a body of a teenager named Shaun. He wants to expierience what it's like to be a human, with diffrent senses and feelings and tastes. He makes it his goal to commit the seven deadly sins, Wrath, Greed, Gluttony, Envy, Lust, Sloth and Pride. Throughout the books he finds how easy it is to commit these sins. Near the middle he also relizes e wants to make a mark on the world, a small mark, hardly changing anything, this is what he calls carving a K. He uses the letter K since his name is Kireil, which in an ancient unused language mean 'mirrored'. That is his job in hell. To show the souls what sins they have commited. He mirrors the sins, making them relive what they have done. His first quest is to make love to someone. As a Fallen Angel, he has no physical feelings, so he wants to see what it feels like.

It's an awesome book you gotta read it. I like, stole Kireil, making him into a character for me. He's awesome!! His name is surprisingly one letter away from spelling my baby sisters name. Liriel. *shudder* anyway.

I'm probably gonna go sneak off to Nee-chan's house later. Except if she reads this before I go, it wont be a secret anymore...right?
I wanna see if I'll get mercy from Brandon with my sprained ankle...probably not. Cuz he's just freakish like that.

So off to take a shower and get ready to sneak off.

I'm sad. And happy. I sprained my ankle and now I cant really ride meh bike. I sprained it yesterday at my grandpa's at the pool. It hurt... TT TT On top of that, my kitty Nuala dissapeared again...I seriously hate this..... But in the end, I'm getting a kitten. Not a cat, A KITTEN!!

AND MY MOOD IS STUCK AGAIN!! (but in a way, i am cheerful)

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaack!! hehe yeah thought u'd never see me again, eh? Well, I had another account that I was working with, trying to get someone to...do something to it. It's a race. So, I'm back, missed everyone, *blows kisses* yeah. I have two other accounts cuz I wants to be organized!!

Drawings: ~Mizumi-Tatsuno (ill be moving some of my drawings over there.)
Photography: THIS ACCOUNT!
Poetry, and Stories: ~Romance-of-Suicide (it was originally gonna be xXSuicidalRomanceXx but that was taken )

ok. so im just warning everone that i am kinda depressed cuz i miss all of my friends from school!!
i might take ~Elastith 's offer to go with her to her grandmothers for some "fresh country air" to cool off. let's just say i've had some complications in life.

oh yeah and...I'M BI~~~! lol yes im serious. no joking.
ahhh i missed everyone! im so happy to be back!
oh ueah if im watchin u and u has a myspace...ADD ME PLZ! im so lonely...lol just kidding. u dont gotta add me i dont care its ur decision.'

Sooo hows everyone beeeeen? I want details people!!
oh and to clear things up for some weirdo's i do not hate ~Haseo2 he's an awesome friend, so say anything bad about him--or any of my friends and I'll kill u fool!! ><



Love meh real friends like sisters man: ~Elastith ~RainKanatatsu ~TwilightBlackBlade (all three of those are the same person though.) ~sasukedigamote amd finally the small fry of the group: ~Kabutokun29

my other two friends in our GROUP dont have dA accounts.

Like I said: DETAILS ON WHATS HAPPENED LATELY!