Anyone know what it's like to feel lonely, dpressed, and ignored/shunned all at the same time? I do... *sigh* I really wish all of my friends would pop up in one place. Except Moira. She lives under a rock with Mr. Aiken.

I have gotten artist block again. I've been reading alot and listening to alot of music from Rammstein, but nothing. Only pictures. Last night I finished this awesome book called REPOSSESED by A. M. Jenkins, it was awesome. It's about a demon who prefers to be called a fallen angel. He gets tired of overseeing the torture of those in Hell, and steals a body of a teenager named Shaun. He wants to expierience what it's like to be a human, with diffrent senses and feelings and tastes. He makes it his goal to commit the seven deadly sins, Wrath, Greed, Gluttony, Envy, Lust, Sloth and Pride. Throughout the books he finds how easy it is to commit these sins. Near the middle he also relizes e wants to make a mark on the world, a small mark, hardly changing anything, this is what he calls carving a K. He uses the letter K since his name is Kireil, which in an ancient unused language mean 'mirrored'. That is his job in hell. To show the souls what sins they have commited. He mirrors the sins, making them relive what they have done. His first quest is to make love to someone. As a Fallen Angel, he has no physical feelings, so he wants to see what it feels like.

It's an awesome book you gotta read it. I like, stole Kireil, making him into a character for me. He's awesome!! His name is surprisingly one letter away from spelling my baby sisters name. Liriel. *shudder* anyway.

I'm probably gonna go sneak off to Nee-chan's house later. Except if she reads this before I go, it wont be a secret anymore...right?
I wanna see if I'll get mercy from Brandon with my sprained ankle...probably not. Cuz he's just freakish like that.

So off to take a shower and get ready to sneak off.